AP__________ memories......






there was a lot unspoken.. yet we knew a lot..and then u left us suddenly....
I tried to sing one song called 'bohemian rhapsody' for you .... "carry on, as if nothing really matter.." we tried to convince ourselves.. no -tomorrow was never going to be just another day....

there is a void here.

oversensitive he was sometimes.. maybe i cudve held him bit more strong... but how was i to know?



There he was.. always close to you... never knew it wont be like that forever...


we take our people for granted.. its always like that...











those were the days..
there cant be a group photo without him..
there cant be a party without his english ...
'thallu' ... one day he told me he wanted to be an astronaut.. how we teased him then!!










he never knew what it is like to have a supply... even after all the fooling around it was only 3 among the 16 teles(here in MH) who escaped like that...

just little things these......little sad memories

there was miles to go still.....







we got a kick watching him play football , dint we?



















evenings when we had him.. were very very different.....

sleep less nights of thallu and vedivattam...









i loved to play along with him... why just playing.. living with him was great.



one day... after he died .. i went to his room .. and i called out 'daa AP..!' i did it out of instinct or habit ...thoughtles..anyway no one heard that.. and that was one time when i wanted to be alone ..far away from all noises of life.... it was hard to go down that he was gone...and this was one really SAD memory..






mmm.. wat to say.. this can be the photo of a lifetime.... but anyway this team does not exist now....






can u imagine urself being just erased from a photo where u have been filling it with life, so suddenly..?

can u just imagine dying young when you mattered so much for so many...?





we were a big family.......and you will be with us forever...